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And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again.
For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person.
Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else.
Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love. Love is always present.
It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little.
As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left.
Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.
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"Fear is not what's important,it's how you deal with it. It would be like asking a marathon runner if they feel the pain. It's not a matter of whether you feel it, it's how you manage it."
-James Nachtwey

" There're a bunch of ways to find out about someone: you can watch them around other people, find out what their interests are, how they react on new circumstances. Sometimes, if you really wanna know, it's easiest just to talk to them yourself."
- A Warrior's Heart

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Just had another round of steamboat with the group of SRC teammates.
Laughed at Dr Jiajia, "Paula Abdul" and watched th ferrari accident.
Gna see the bunch again tmrw for friendly at kallang. Hopefully th whole thing will work out.
ENL in a few weeks and Ive/we've so much to work on, doing way better than a few weeks back but th momentum has got to last.
Gave clubbing w J,R and N tonight a miss. such a lazy bumz to get out of home.

Second Month with th girl two days ago (Y)
Havent really had much time t spend with her, just waiting for season to end.
Till then, ima be her (very much silent) pompom girl.

First bball match this saturday....errrrr. Bench captain reporting for duty, though cheryl says I wll play cause the other
team is rly quite cui. but... i barely even dribble.
Cant wait for sunday to come, gna slack it off...ok boring.

Current Music:
Heart Heart Heartbreak - BLG
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May's here, June's just round the corner and just like that, half the year is gone.
Am grateful for everything this year; decent A level grades (though waiting for th replies and deciding which to appeal,
which to accept and all is really agonizingly mind boogling), getting jobs which I ultimately find joy in especially for th MOE stint and definitely without a doubt, getting to know this girl who got me sooo........ (Y).
Okay but I do need to spend more time w thy family and ZOMG QUADS MAINTAIN PLEASE.
Pulled it last wednesday and its got worse aft trng just now. DAMNZ. staying at home is like food buffet, expanding at the speed of light.

When life gives you lemons, you take the lemons and fling it back.

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   I'd like to be everything you want   
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Steamboat two nights in a row over the weekends.
Totally love the swimmers, never once an awkward moment between us even after not meeting up for half a year.
Dumbass drinking game and the retarded rules and dares that came along with it.
Did a celebration for lizzieeeeeee. (Y)   
Sunday steamboat with the bffs and the gfs~ the amount of vege we all consumed was.......speechless. crazy load.
Saboteur (Y) fking suck at it but ah wells. it was a good meet up. hi my other gorgeous babe, thanks for the polaroid cam.
Th night ended welllll. ok cept for the weird inpuneh that asked me where we were going while walking mdg out. the kind of people my gf attracts.         
Only working on sat night this week. hopefully they give more last min slots.
Charmaine's bday celebration on friday night~ Prob not gna know anyone cept yunzhen and cherynn but ahh okay.

                     

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You give me premature ventricular contractions.

Past two nights ended well~ Caught Hunger Games with thy girl, we were late for the movie, total advocates for punctuality we are. Finally submitted 2 of the uni appz one more to go before I go bkk on thurs, kind of looking forward to slacking in the hotel room and shopping~ hopefully there will be nice good stuff.
Play on thurs w bay van cyn tingting and pang. Had such good entertainment on th stage I swear.

First day at Strictly's later, zomg hope I dont screw up.

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I dreamt of semi-rejection.
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   You. Me. Against the world.
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spruce with the girls (Y) th pancakes looked really really really nice.  #foreverhungry.

We had a short debate on the defination of dating, whether or not dating = doing everything just without the status or dating = doing nothing much and just simply th concept of knowing th person better, how long each usually dated before actually getting together and committment issues. yes not to forget the initially very awkward subject we had at old town before going up to the ninth floor to catch a movie which I fell asleep for in th initial 1/3 of it. Nevertheless, a  good day indeed (Y) what more th great start by heading down to novena with you, although it was a pretty short one,yet you left me with a subconcious smile pasted on my face.

surf and run tmrw and im totally not prepared for the surfing leg. best part's that my khaki's admission didnt go through so its just me, the board and whole loads of people who can paddle well. but ahh just do it, it'll be quite an experience I guess. then outing plus watching of the rest of the SNS games with xiaohong. pull and bear, here I come.

Current Music:
Just A Kiss- Lady Antebellum
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